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[anogete]

Sometimes I think I have too many emotions. Some people complain about feeling empty or having a void where there heart is, but there are times that I think I feel too much and I wish I could turn it off. I'm certainly not talking about only bad emotions, but good ones as well. This probably isn't making much sense, but I'm not exactly in the mood to explain fully. Which is rather silly since I'm writing about it anyway.

I took this afternoon off because I felt like I was going to wither away and die if I stayed at work. I came home, made myself a huge plate of french toast, and put in Love Actually. Basically I cried on and off throughout the movie and was such a girl. Ferguson was giving me weird looks from his bed across the room. Dogs don't understand this sort of thing. Anyway, I loved the french toast and I loved the movie even more. After the movie finished and my eyes were no longer red, I went to Borders and bought the soundtrack. Just because. It's good mainly because it reminds me of the movie and Joni Mitchell makes me want to cry again. "Songbird" is on there too and even though Christine (from Fleetwood Mac) isn't singing it, it is still beautiful.

I'm just in a very sensitive mood this evening. Blame it on my period or whatever. Oh, and Jason thinks he's mildly psychic. Over dinner he said something about prophetic dreams and how he has them sometimes. I'm not sure if I'd want to have prophetic dreams or not.

Comments

[bleedtoblue.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you liked the movie! And OH! the soundtrack! The bit with the aging rock star is my favorite part.Glad you had a cathartic afternoon. Dogs and BF's never understand, but if they're good ones it doesn't matter.

[anogete.livejournal.com]

Yes, the soundtrack is the best. After the movie finished I thought, "Damn, I really wish I could find all of those songs together in one place." I was unaware that they did such a wonderful job with the soundtrack.

[falco-conlon.livejournal.com]

I know exactly what you mean. I have far, far too many emotions. It's a burden.

[anogete.livejournal.com]

It really is a burden. People just go along and do whatever they want and have fun, but they're oblivious. It's a give and take sort of thing, I guess. I would hate to give up my passion for my interests in exchange for a bit more emotional stability.