System, My Ass

[anogete]

I'm trying to make Jason drag his ass out of bed and go hunt down a CD for me. I know he has the fucker in one of his boxes, but I'm not allowed to touch because he has a "system". Pffft! System. He's got nearly 3,000 CDs in his closet and they're hardly in order. I want to hear "Taker" off of the Neurosis & Jarboe album. Oh, how I want to hear that song so I can cower in fear on the floor. He'll get it for me before the night is out or I'll do something surprisingly mean.

I've felt oddly focused the last couple days. I've got projects going, but I don't feel too overwhelmed by them or too distracted to give each one proper time. Maybe my mental dark period that began in Feburary is starting to lift. I'm cursing myself now. Everytime I say that things are getting better I begin having those anxiety attacks and I loose all focus and drive. I'll probably have another on Wednesday.

Comments

[donttouchmyhat.livejournal.com]

Had to say, that first paragraph cracked me up! As for the second, here's to hoping the cloud has indeed lifted :)

[anogete.livejournal.com]

I can only hope the cloud has lifted. I've been in quite a funk lately. Then again, I feel bad about feeling so bad because my problems are cake compared to what other people have to go through. I'm such a whimp.

[donttouchmyhat.livejournal.com]

Well, don't feel too bad about that -- everyone's got their funks, and no one person has claim on "the most right" to feel bad :)

[saturdays-angel.livejournal.com]

men and there non existant systems...... lol... i bet he thinks its in some fancy order though.... hope u got the CD.

[anogete.livejournal.com]

I did get the CD and he found it rather fast. I still don't understand his "system".

[saturdays-angel.livejournal.com]

maybe its genre, or some system only he understands.....