Tocophobia and a Meme

[anogete]

I'm still in love with my new computer.

Work is super slow, and I've been using the extra time to knit a matching scarf and hat for Markel. I'm like a doting aunt. Don't worry. This still doesn't mean I'm even considering kids of my own. I seriously and honestly believe I have primary tocophobia. The thought of becoming pregnant actually makes me nervous, afraid, and physically ill. I find it absolutely disgusting and gross. I can't remember a time when I didn't. It's actually one of my worst fears, and if I ever found out I was pregnant, I would demand an abortion the same day I discovered my situation. I'm aware that this is not normal, but I'm not even joking when I say that I would flip my lid.

Oh, and a meme...

SEVEN THINGS
a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b. tag seven people to do the same
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

1) I have a certain order in which I do things in the shower. I cannot deviate from the plan by washing my face before my hair or shaving my legs before my armpits.

2) When I find a book I am really excited about reading, I make myself wait at least two weeks to prolong my enjoyment of it before I even read it.

3) I love admiring other people's lawns, and I go out of my way to watch sprinklers in the neighborhood.

4) I always have to have the television on if I'm online. I don't watch it, and sometimes I mute the volume, but I need to have it on.

5) Sleeping without the sound of at least one fan (not a ceiling fan) is impossible for me. In the summer, I cannot sleep without a fan blowing on my face because I feel like I'm suffocating.

6) I'm obsessed with hoodies. Every time I see one in the store, I want to buy it.

7) I refuse to use ready-made ringtones on my cellphone. I always make my own from my favorite songs and move them to my phone with a SD card.

Tagging: bleedtoblue, dreamy_dragon73, falco_conlon, fredericks, holczer13, shalanar, witchy_1

Comments

[anogete.livejournal.com]

You know, I've discussing the "organism living inside me" thing with people before, but no one seems to understand. I get a mental image of the movie Alien when I think of pregnancy. Ewww. All the women folk just say, "But babies are so cute." Actually, puppies are cute, not babies.