Doubts

I used to think I was an easy person to get along with - that I could be friends with just about anyone. I'm doubting that now. I think I'm very difficult to get along with and very difficult to please. It isn't that I *want* to be that way. I suppose if that's true, then I'd rewire my brain, but I'm not motivated enough.

It doesn't sit well with me because I do not want to be uptight and/or condesending toward others. However, at the same time, I don't want to lower my expectations to the level they offer. Is this why I have so few friends? Because I'm a horror to get to know and get along with?